14 April 2020, I am surprised...

I am surprised by the abundance of happy moments I find in the time of seclusion - the sun warming my feet beneath the table, the nip in the air - yes there really is snow on the mountains.

I am surprised by the changes I make that I don’t have to; Radio NZ has been part of my daily routine for years. I grew tired of listening to all aspects of Covid19 - too much drama, too much focus on loss, on what’s not working.

I am surprised how well I feel when I apply the tools I have been preaching to my children for decades. How body and mind relax when I pick up pen and paper every day. Walk. Talk. Yoga.

I am surprised - week three of the lockdown and I’ve had more ups than downs. Yes challenges, but - I’m OK.

I am surprised I don’t grieve the change of plans, the loss of holidays, visits, conferences, workshops. The absence of travel leaves no void; I’m not sure I want to go to a busy airport in the near future…

I’m surprised by the abundance of birds - wachseyes and fantails. Tui and weka live in my garden but yesterday’s kereru was a precious and welcome visitor.

I’m surprised the noise of a chainsaw far away breaks the stillness.

I’m surprised by the joy created by toys in windows and trees. Tigger carefully tied to the side of the lamppost, kept safe from the rain in a snaplock bag.

A white teddy sitting on a swing in the front yard tree, holding a small green umbrella.

Easter paintings. Easter eggs - I’ve never see as much Easter joy in New Zealand before. Thank you Jacinda for your focus on kindness. For including children and their needs into the decision making. Amazing that their inclusion is a surprise